I tried to publish this last night but due to some technical difficulties, I guess this morning will have to suffice. You might have wondered over the past month where I've been. It seems like a lot longer than a month to me to be honest.
I've been trying to recover from some breakdowns; personal relationship breakdowns, financial breakdowns, motivational breakdowns. They all blur together. I'm not sure which one of those dominoes fell first.
I've been trying to recover from some breakdowns; personal relationship breakdowns, financial breakdowns, motivational breakdowns. They all blur together. I'm not sure which one of those dominoes fell first.
I'm not out of the woods yet in some areas, but things are better now.
When things like this happen to me, exercise and eating right are the first things to go. I will know I have truly made it when that is not the case. When taking care of me isn't the first thing I abandon when things get rocky. I'm not there yet.
So, now what?
I get up again and pick up where life left me flat on my ass. Today I sweat.
I never said this was going to be easy for any of you to watch.
More to come.
Keep at it, Pamela!
ReplyDeleteLife goes on around us not matter what size we are. What we do with the life that is given to us is what makes us who we are. You are a honest enjoyable woman with a wonderful sense of humor that is facing her challenges head on. You are a true inspiration. Especially to us Badonk a donks. Miss you lots. Your friend Ericka
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ReplyDeleteThought I'd pop in to see how things are going. I'm here because I was brought here by a higher power, the little voice in your head that talks to you, know what/who I mean? Sorry to hear about your set back dear,I think it's the lords way of making us aware of and to challenge our weaknesses.
The rock bottom low times in our lives are the worst to overcome, only strength from the lord can pick you up, stand you up on your feet, brush you off, point you in the right direction and give you a little pat on the bottom and say " you go girl, I'm here for you when and if you fall again, I'll catch you because I love you" God will never put on to you anything that he didn't think you couldn't handle. You can handle it girl and the strength of the lord is with you.
Love ya Kiddo
Denny
PS: I think I went a buck 40 in that photo, sick isn't it. I want to gain weight and you want to loose it. What a screwed up gene pool. :-)
You can be so proud of yourself. I wish I had half the energy that you have to lose the weight. You surely must have given me some :) I wish you the best in everything. I seen you and the kids coming out of the store the other day but by the time I realized it was you I had already passed the three of you. How much have you lost now????? It's hard to believe it's you in the picture of 2005. Keep up the good work.
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